Saturday, July 31, 2010

blapiity blah

look at me

Why am I so good at bringing the bad out in everyone?

Its so easy yet I do it in a refrained way and only do it to the people I love.  In some way it is poetic.

If poetry was tragic... oh wait.

The cuss you are, are you cussing with me?

I'm trying to not swear in my writing, as I feel it belittles the point I'm trying to portray, so forgive me if I don't entrance you with words like FUCK fudge.

Its so strange not having friends in a new place.

New?  Well not really its been almost 2 laugh busting years, whatever that means.  I find myself realizing that I depend too much on old friends to introduce myself and then use that acquaintance to discover new opportunities.  I never was much on personality until you really got to now me, then, well I'm not really on feelings, but thats ok, I guess depending on your point of view.  Basically I'm saying I can't make friends, too much judgment on this end of the spectrum.

While I'm annoying, I'm charming at the same time, a few girls can attest to that.

and dang darn, I thought I knew how to use a semicolon, I guess today isn't for that literary device

Why do I love Bobby D so much

The honest to god greatest lyricist on earth, so many bands to choose from but only one man to admire.  Please bless us and change the fold we all follow through with.

Friday, July 30, 2010

Ladyhawke has aspergers

can't wait for her new album

Hate festers at the top and boils at the bottom

The next time you see a man acting in a way you deem animal, ask yourself, what in this society has created this. The next time you see a crowd of cheering people fainting, altering their minds and standing in awe of a great vision before them, ask yourself what in this society is this teaching us. The next time you see a division of souls of the very same plains and the very same mountains pushing support for people that refuse the mindset we encourage, ask yourself...

will you help the man next to you in the same place, or will you bind together with the system and perpetuate the control of production and endless fields of farmers dying for you to pay 33 cents peach, at the expense of strong minds, and pure soil?

I've heard what we all say(and we all say it) ' we have to do what we've got to do'. I completely understand that, believe me, I am no man to say stealing bread to feed their family is inherently bad, but the fact that many families may resort to this is a fact of the system, not of humanity's potential.

Life and the fact that I live in the USA gives me the right to voice these opinions and I am forever grateful for that, god bless America and god bless the people of America and the world, the problem is idealism that can so easily overcome a man's frustration and turn hatred into a cause that has nothing to do with the original problem. This, my fellow human being is something that must be overcome, I say this as a poor person. Piss poor, you ask? No, again I have the opportunity to voice my opinion on the last free medium available to a sad portion of people still willing to spew hatred, vice, indignation, and of course interest.

Interest is quite fascinating, interest is where all these emotions stem from, don't forget it. Faceless interest brings out primal fear and defense reactions, while true and insightful scenes upon the canvas of life it would be much harder to spread hate, only because it is in man's nature to seek the weakest link and destroy it, only later to fall into regret. Realizing cooperation would save this months harvest or raise this weeks DOW, we refuse each other and later regret it, its blatantly obvious.

Only to do it again...

For reasons so deep inside our creation it makes me sick, the second someone ruins the global economy while it was teetering on ruin, we hate them, later we in the back of our mind say 'thats some tricky jargon, who could have seen it coming'? The praising of a tyrannical system. The point is, we could all do this against the oppression. We refuse to. Why you ask? We have no common enemy to bring our society together we are much too divided to make a decision, yet we have something to look towards in solidarity, it is the actual men and women that perpetuate the fear and pain we deal with all day. I will never advocate violence, though the legislatures use that at first chance, never forget they would be nothing without us, never ever forget that, your ancestors didn't and look what they founded, the United States of America.

I poured my heart into this, though I honestly wake up every day hate filled and waiting for the next bright light to pour a beautiful, rifling shock wave shattering all the bones and concrete of the surrounding towns into what Jehovah had meant it to be, I can hug the girl I'm supposed to love after 7 years, tears streaming, though we both don't accept the boredom and reserved ignorance of apathy we both exude.

Why does pain and agony bring a man closer towards the true meaning of life?